Oh my God... It's been like five months since I've typed down a new journal entry...!!! I don't know what's been happening to me these past days but I feel like I'm not my usual self. All anxious, hyper vigilant (only a little bit), very impulsive (well, sometimes...), etc.
I'm not feeling any negative emotions anymore and only focus in improving in my work and never losing hope for the bright sun which is my future without any rainy cloud ruining my mood.
And I also wanna thank the people who gave me those llama badges and the talented artists, for whom I have admiration and respect for their flawless but awesome work.
Because of them, no, they're my main inspiration to get better and never giving up.
I hope when I post up my work on Deviant Art, I could collaborate with many artists and encourage aspiring artists to never let discouragement get the best of them. Focus on the now and never let doubt cloud over my sense of judgement.
Whoever comes across my profile and reads this, please don't misunderstand me and always remember that I haven't backed down from uploading my work. I know that you're getting impatient but pretty please don't rush me or I won't be able to get rid of this negativity that's always been polluting my mind for years.
Well, thanks for the patience and see ya'll later.